Journal d'un voyage en France. Journal 1980
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modifiée le dimanche 15 avril 2018, 21 h 56Jeudi 15 mai 1980, Ascension. Nice, midi. En rentrant à la maison, de chez Tristan, j’ai fait un détour pour voir ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : “Frédéric Nietzsche et ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~-~~~~~.” ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ Rome, de Thérèse ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ (~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~). ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ son parapluie sur ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Sundance ~~~~ ait ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ bonheur.
A ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. Stanislas joue en ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ tourné ma table ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ciel.
Hier, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ suis descendu en ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ la poste Wilson. ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~” ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ordinaire d’allure, un ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~-~~~-~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ m’avait parlé d’un ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ lisaient des journaux ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ instant à l’autre ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ : no ~~~~~ thing.
Tout ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ perdu, j’ai rejoint ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ m’a immédiatement présenté ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ moi avec lui, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, j’ai relevé ses ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ particulièrement et pourtant ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ pas jouir immédiatement. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ branlant.
Il ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, d’habitude, que c’était ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. A côté, évidemment, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ?
— Oh, si tu ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ snobinards...
Manifestement, ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~” ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ l’adresse ni le ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ je me suis ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ne regrette pas ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~. [Il ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ Spartacus, de commentaires ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~, Sauna des Platanes, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ trois ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ l’Explication ~~~~ ~~~~~~, en ~~~~~ ~~~ volume : “~~ EVITER. Il ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ aspects dangereux. Trois ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~.” ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ : « ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ de ~~~ ~~~~~~ s’est vu refuser ~~’~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ de ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ menaçant ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ physiques de la ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~ ~~~~ (at ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ vos ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ périls) ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ approprié. »]
J’ai ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ rue pour franchir ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~ ayant tendance à ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~’~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, il n’a rien ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ deux lits chacune, ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ à gauche et ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ d’un décor pour ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~-~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ larges.
Quand ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ next ~~~~~ dix ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ m’en tenir, du ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ musclé, et couvert, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ visage était dans ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, était sucé par ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ agitation, m’a touché ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ m’a serré contre ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ l’homme qui le ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ou les fesses. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ l’ai embrassé, j’ai ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ rapidement.
Nous ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~, mais pas qu’ils ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. [Je suis certain d’avoir ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ même ~~~~~~; ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ moi.]
Je ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ assez long moment ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ne mesurant moins ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~~-~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ perdu tout intérêt ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ en éclats.
Il est ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ dormi.
Il ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ j’ai vu entrer ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~ ~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ de vapeur je ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ Charlie Chaplin au ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ traits fins, un ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ l’autre ne voulait ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ une cuisse. Une ~~~~~-~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ embrassions.
Je ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~. Presque aucun ne ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ Tristan. L’amour ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ joie.
Nous ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ dans la vapeur, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ et l’autre, je ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ retrouvé face à ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ le résultat était ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ à face sous ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ sa poitrine, qui ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ Tristan.
[Interruption : descendu ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, d’un récital de ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ Furtwângler.]
Les ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ les deux, et ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ou moi le ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ nous avions tous ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~’~~~ m’a dit, un ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ :
— ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ toi.
Il ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, je lui ai ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ grimace mais m’a ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ paroi et les ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ fatigué, j’ai eu un peu ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ plaisir.
(J’abrège.) ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ dînions ensemble, tous ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. Nous sommes partis ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ le Paillon : ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ un qui l’était, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ service.
Tristan ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ :
— Nous on passe ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ bêtises.
Ils ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. Ils parlaient d’une ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ Bar ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, d’une ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~ chez Sotheby’s (prononcé Sotebie).
— ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ temps ?
— Non, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ là.
— ~~~ ~~~~ ? Je ne savais ~~~~ ~~~. ~~~ ~~~’~~~~-~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ Gray.
— ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ des choses d’elle, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ?
— ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~ ~~ pas tellement en circulation.
— ~~~~, ~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. (~~ Tristan :) Tu ~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ tout.
— ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, a dit Tristan, ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~, ~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ cas.
— Mais si ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ la mettre dans ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ voit.
— ~~~~~ ~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, derrière.
— ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ pareil.
Tristan est coiffeur, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~-~~~~~, une ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, une Américaine, à ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ Bardot ~~~ : elle ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ dire
— D’habitude c’est Marie-Luce ~~~~ ~~~ coiffe.
— ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ revienne...
— ~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~~-~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ voulez...
Et ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ dit :
— Putain, ~~~’~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ !
Tristan ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, mais il en ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~-~~’~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ de décoration, qu’il ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ :
— ~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ tout.
Il ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ d’italien. Tristan et ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “cagot”.
— ~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ordinaire, commun, ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ en train de ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ social, qui ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ tour de la Côte.
— ~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ où ~~~ ~~ a beaucoup ~~~ ~~~~~~, ordinaire ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~. “~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~”, quoi.
Au ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ vingt francs qui ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ vagabondage.
— ~~~ poste ? Il ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ !
— ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ voir! ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ cagot et social, et ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ il ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. On ~~~ dire ça tout ~~~ temps.
Kenneth ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ calme. J’avoue que ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ lui.
— ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ es fatigué, il ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ pas...
— ~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ passer.
— ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ longue journée et ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ toi.
Il ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ qui est devenu ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ Tristan ~~~ ~~~~~~, double ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ blanches mains à ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Nain.
Dans ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ parisiennes, j’avais rencontré, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ tête d’un Jean-Pierre :
— ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ?
— ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ présentable.
Il ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ une tourelle de ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ des Lettres Françaises qui ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ Aragon.
J’ai ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ de la Renaissance, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ L’Adieu ~~ ~~~~~~~. Nous ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ très grand sofa ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ faisant une coupe ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ que de tout ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ cassé.
Après ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ chambre, et son ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ dents dans l’ombre, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, mes bras derrière ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ temps.
A ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ suis aperçu que ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ :
— ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ façon je suis ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ça.
— ~~~ ? ~~~~ ~~~~~~ m’endorment.
— ~~~~ !
— ~~~ ne les ai ~~~~~~~ arrêtées.
— ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ?
Il ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ l’un et l’autre, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ébats.
Vers ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ matin eut lieu ~~~ remake, et ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, tout à fait ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ sémillant.
Il ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ m’a invité à ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ quoi que ce ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ici.
A ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Libération, parlait ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ nombre de nègres, de biques et ~~~ métèques divers ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ seuil ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. Et ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ :
— ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ qu’ils soient ministres ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ !
Il ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ je me suis aménagé.
Si, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ nuit.
Quittant ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, à relire le Spartacus, qu’y ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ en avait deux. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ mon goût. Lui ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ lui sucer le ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ nous annonçait l’arrivée ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ que nous ne ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ :
— ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ bites.
Ni ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ que je regagnais ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, et on ne ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ lui devait rentrer ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ Montpellier.
J’ai ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ salle ne m’avait ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ à fait désabusé. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ “~~~~~~” ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ autre, Le Noailles, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ autres lieux de ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~~. ~~~ a mentionné aussi ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ début du cours ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, l’autre rue Sénas, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ quartier.
En ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ de femmes que ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ overalls blancs, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ en groupe pour ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ de drague automobile ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ la Canebière, en ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ m’a nettement rendu ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ d’un libraire, nous ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ y rejoindre un ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ téléphone.
Je ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ grand lit. Il ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, et l’hôtel accommodant. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ moi une très ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ part s’il le ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ les deux. Une ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, surtout au début. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, mais après un ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ joui ni l’un ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ quelques semaines plus ~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ préoccupé.
Nous ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ toucher.
Vers ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ du matin, je ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ en moins bien, ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. Je pensais en ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ l’hôpital, mais j’avais ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ de le quitter ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ dents.
Un ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ se précisant, j’ai ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ :
— ~~~ ~~~ me sens vraiment ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ néphrétiques.
— ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ hôpital...
— ~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~, ils seront bien ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ urgences.
— ~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~... Vous feriez mieux ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ médecin.
— ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ urologie.
— ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ l’adresse.
C’était ~~~~~~ de Castellane. J’avais ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ un peu avant ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ il n’a pas ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ pas proposé de ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, et aucune envie ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ chaleureux.
J’allais ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ quittés, lui pour ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ me sentirais plus ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ pas vu.
Mon premier ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ souterraines. Elles m’avaient ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ et autour d’elle, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~., ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ vertus de “pédaleur”, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~” [Confusion ~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ d’humanités je ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ Gide, ~~~~~ ~~~~ Journal, note ~~~~ ~~~ guerre (de 14) ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ lucifuges.] ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ souvenir :
— On ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ épaves.
Mais ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ Barbès. Le lendemain, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~”, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Guide ~~~~~, ils étaient vétustes, pittoresques, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ soir.
[J’étais ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ pied, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, rue Saint-Ferréol jusqu’à ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ Pierre-Puget ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ quais ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ au musée Cantini : ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ étaient ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ d’avoir ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ un très beau ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ fermé, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ Bourse, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ d’Alexandre Ier de ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ Barthou, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ’~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ un mauvais déjeuner “sur ~~~ ~~~~~~” ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ crasseuse.]
voir l’entrée du jeudi 15 mai 1980 dans Le Jour ni l’Heure◎