Journal d'un voyage en France. Journal 1980
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modifiée le dimanche 15 avril 2018, 22 h 00Jeudi 5 juin 1980. Dix heures. Ce matin, c’est la maison déserte. Personne en vue, sauf une femme âgée à ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ terrasse, près de ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ de travestis, la ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ d’un.
Une ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, je suppose. J’ai ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ de la piscine, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ chose que ce ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ coniste, qui ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~). Deux tables échangeaient ~~~~-~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~-~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ celle peut-être qui ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ de l’exprimer, tout ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~-~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ toutes les faiblesses, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ à ce qu’on ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, à mon indescriptible ~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ la part de ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ pédés vont ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~~ a un, effectivement, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ hétéros ne ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ désir.
La matinée, pourtant, ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ strié en obliques, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ (~~~ commence à attraper ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ : ~~~~ garçons ont ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ garçon d’un ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~), un garçon envisageable, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ hauteurs de la ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ main pressante sur ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ toute façon n’approuve ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~-~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ qu’il a choisi ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ :
— Oui.
— ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ longtemps.
— ~~~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ verras.
Dans ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ sur La Berchère ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ Spartacus, mais ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ égard à leur ~~~~~ (~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ assorties) et, de ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ (~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ observer).
Assiette ~~~~~~~~~, au ~~~~~~~. Chansons “réalistes”. Un ~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~” ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ “~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~”, ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ motard aimé d’une ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~. “~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~.” ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ?
Carcassonne, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. Je viens de visiter ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ comme visite de ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~-~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~, de l’autoroute, le ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. L’intérieur est en ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ combinaison des deux ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~, transept et doubles ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ abondante pourtant comme ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ donne pas idée, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ étriquée.
Les ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ regrettable car elles ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ saisissant.
Six heures moins ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~~~~. J’ai ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~ qui
Six ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ rue de Verdun. Le ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ en enfilade où ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ seconde.
Incident ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ :
— ~~~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ dire où habitait ~~~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~~~~ ? ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ habitait, parce ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ rencontrer...
Ceci ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, je suis l’imbécile ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ vexé.
Castres, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ Soult, neuf heures ~~~ ~~~~~~. Je ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~~ chambre très confortable, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~-~~~, ~~~~~~~, mirabile ~~~~~, aux ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ chaire tenter de ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ laisse dansant dans ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. Such ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~. J’ai ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~. ~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ sans doute, dans ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ : ~~ ~~~~~~~~ no ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. J’ai ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ assez jolie. J’ai ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. Il est vrai ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ modeste, et qui ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ et la sienne, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ peu.
Tournedos ~~~~~~~~, parfaitement ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~~~ est excellente. C’était ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ (~~~ francs). Salade verte (~~~ ~~~~~~~). ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~-~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ?
Assez ~~~~~~. J’ai ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. Je suis fatigué. ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ “~~~~~~~”, ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ pays...
Alors ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ par accident, sans ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ fois, je suppose, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ château comtal. Le ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ (“ce ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ vie”), mais ~~~~~~ ces
Une ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ chambre. J’ai vanté ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~-~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ surtout il n’y ~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ placard.
Quand ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ :
— ~~~, ~~~ ~~~ sais pas exactement, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ Castres.
Castres ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ surtout à l’absence ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, qui y ait ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, rien d’autre. Loin ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ française.
Au cours de ma ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ une longue avenue ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ de hautes étagères ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ aient eu l’air ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ L’Invention de Morel projetterait ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~ second passage, après ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ même boîte de ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~-~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~ troisième passage, tout ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ boulevard.
J’ai ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ Quelque ~~~~~~-~~~~~~, je ~~~~~~, Théron-Périé, peut-être, 5 ou ~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, et pourtant privé, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ Fizzi-Contini, ~~ Ferrare. ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~, je ne peux ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ longtemps.
J’ai ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ de stationnement de ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. J’y ai marché ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ bon.
L’autre ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ le long de ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ domine le fleuve ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ complication de dessin ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, du musée.
Ce jardin, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ se cherchent. Et ~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ qu’on puisse observer. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~” ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ne s’intéressent pas ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ parle donc sans ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ j’imagine être quelque ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ma hauteur, pour ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ si vite que ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ m’intéressait pas du ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ rites absurdes. Mais ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~-~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ à voir avec “~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~”, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ allait exactement de même.
Je ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ de parler de ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ les achriens sont ~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~ cessent pas d’intérioriser ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ je pourrais leur ~~~~~ :
— ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ préjugés des autres ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ masques, ni professionnelle, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ un chantage, et ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~ (~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ autrement, bien sûr ; ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, s’assumer, ~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~, qui ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. Etre ~~~~-~~~~~ ! Mais au moins ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ masque).
Deux ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ : Carcassonne, ~~’~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~~~~~~~~~~). ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. Nelli, Eluard, Dali, ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Spartacus y ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ très vraisemblable, tandis ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ Castres il ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~ me décidait à ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ton opinion, et ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~”, ~~~~ « ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~ », ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ consacrée et qui ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ?). ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ commande. J’ai ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ de faire l’un ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ “~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, etc.”. Décidément ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ sur l’estomac. A ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ voyage est un ~~~~~~. [~~~~~~~~~~, 14 ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ : Le ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ reconnaît expressément comme ~~~~ : ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ écrire Tricks et ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, une chambre à ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ livre quelconque ; ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~-~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ l’œuvre.
Exemple ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ encourageant, néanmoins, de ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ “~~~~~~” ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ technique, ses brusques ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ qu’il ~~’~~~~~~~ et qu’il ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, il ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ “~~~~~ ~~~~~ !” a ~~~~~ disturbed young man, ~~~ doubt. Aurais-je ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ? And ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ?] ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ de dragues heureuses ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ qu’elles aient quelque ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ fécondes.
Quoi ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ Mazamet, est une ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ bordée d’immenses platanes, ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. (Notes, et ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~.) ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : Lastours, ~~~~~ lieu du Minervois. C’était ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ la grand-route de ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~-~~-~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ route étroite, aussitôt ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ : “~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~”. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ formidable vous guette, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. L’amoureux au Mas-Cabardès ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ séparent.
Puis ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ (~~ ~~~~) ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ elle rejoint enfin ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~-~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ enserrent comme des ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ les forges des ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ Verne.
Mazamet ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ Grands Boulevards. [Je ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ Mazamet, ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ entretenue ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ Grande-Bretagne, l’Australie et ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ hôtel, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ pluie, au sortir du ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ villes ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ d’âme.]
Juste ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ Castres. J’avais envie ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ politique de la ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ “~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~” Impressions ~~’~~~~~~~~ au baron Xavier Reille, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ et la pluie ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. [J’ai ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ château ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ (ou recelait, car ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ l’abandon), ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ Empire. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ rien.] ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ à tous les ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~-~~~-~~~~~~~, Saint-Affrique, Séverac-le-Château, Réquista, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, à Chamalières. Gramat ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ Acapulco.
Quatre ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. Impossible ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~” ~~~~ ~~’~~~ demandé à La ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ des péripatéticiens du ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ garçons qui sont ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ce que je ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ n’était déjà. Car ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~-~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ de Castres, et ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~, l’occasion d’un échange ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ être bien excusables, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ autant.
Contrairement ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ volets de ma ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ le quai doit ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~-~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ effet.
La ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ très florentine. Les ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ et massif, à ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ de sonner.
Il fait ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ à l’heure un ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Tranxène, et ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ bien quatre lampadaires ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ pencher.
Quatre ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. Nouvelle ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ que le garçon ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ salle.
Quand ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ Cité de Carcassonne ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ Bourg, j’ai ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ par me dire ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ bien.
— ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ des classifications bien ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ amie...
On ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ mon cas, très ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ droite.
— ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ça fausse les idées.
J’avoue ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ passagère si elle ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ Bousquet.
— ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ cas.
— ~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ Nelli ?
— C’est ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ esprit...
— ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, mais très intéressant.
Elle ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ de la grand-rue ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Spartacus. J’ai ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ sommes assis à ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ tutoyait le garçon.
— ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ?
— Ce doit ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ semaine.
— ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~’~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ?
C’est une ville à ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ici, Eluard, Dali. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ des villages très ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~-~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~-~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~, ~~’~~~~ un peintre, un ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ verrez.
— Oui.
— ~~ rather ~~~~~~~~~~~~ name..._________ [1] Clap, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~~~ vénérienne.
— ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ?
— Oui, hier.
— Il ~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ Montségur.
— ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ l’estomac.
— ~~~~~~-~~, ~~~~~~-~~ absolument.
[Je ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ toujours pas la ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ montagne ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, entre ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Coffre ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. Je ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ Villerouge-la-Crémade, qui semble ~~~~~ ~~~ hameau, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~ l’ouest, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ de Fontfroide. J’en ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ kilomètres ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ un ~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~, un col ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ et ~~~ ~~~~~~~ de Terre-Rouge, tout ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ bâtiments ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. A ~~~~~~~~~, qui doit ~~~~~ dans la Clape si ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Villerouge, est ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ Cros.]
— ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Niger.
— ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ici ?
— Oh, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ histoire...
Son ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ vie.
— ~~~~-~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ?
— Oui.
— Je vais ~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ?
— ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ faire.
— ~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~, alors.
J’ai ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ Maréchal-Joffre, qui est “~~~~~~~~~~~~” ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ un nombre réconfortant ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ami.
— ~~~~~ ~~~~~ devriez voir ses ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ bien.
Je ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ comme font les ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ soldats qu’on voit ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ordinaires.
[J’ai ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ Gai-Pied, qu’un homosexuel avait été ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ jardin ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, il n’y avait ~~ Carcassonne ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ depuis.]
Je ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ pas toujours cette ~~~~~~~-~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ face.
A ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ne soit Castres ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ éveillé.
Il ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~” ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. A droite, au-dessus ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. Cinq heures sonnent. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ élevé. Par un ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ même quelque résultat, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ dans un hôtel, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~.
voir l’entrée du jeudi 5 juin 1980 dans Le Jour ni l’Heure◎