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créée le mercredi 15 octobre 2014, 16 h 05
modifiée le dimanche 30 avril 2017, 10 h 30Jeudi 17 avril 1986, 11 heures et quart du matin. Encore une histoire qui capote sur la capote : un Sandro, étudiant en médecine, romain, repéré à ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. Il a passé ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ prendre, et nous ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~, ~~~ lui ai donné, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ bien.

Pour ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ mal élevé, toutefois, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, en l’occurrence de ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ “~~~~ ~~~~~~”, il a dit ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~ non). De toute ~~~~~~, “~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~”. ~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ âge…

Hier ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ la Domus Aurea, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ : ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ les deux voulaient ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ce soir place ~~’~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ très favorables, sur le safe sex.

Sandro, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~-~~-~~~ dit.

2 ~~~~~~~ ~~~ demie. Autres raisons de ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ (~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~). ~~~ dit :

« Tu ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ le quart de ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ racontes. »

À ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ italien non ~~ ~~~~~ ché, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ des phrases courtes, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ seulement :

« Allons, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ indulgent… »

À ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ simplement :

« Pourquoi ? »

Et ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ pas un mot ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ communiquer.

Autre ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ils me regardent, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~’~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ d’eux. Il me ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ Massimo, assez gentil, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ Louis XIV une ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ je ne veux ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ? ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ pas.

Flatters m’a beaucoup surpris, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~, sont nettement désavantagés, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ tout cas particulier, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, moins sentimentaux peut-être ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ caressants.

Les ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. Faire l’amour pour ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ — ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ — ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~”, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ d’humour ne peut ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”, à la fois, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~’~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ habillés.

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Flatters ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ que Tricks avait servi et servait ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ — ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~ sa précision, qui ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, quant à mes ~~~~~~~ : ~~’~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~~”, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ne peut plus ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, voire répugnant, à ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ peupler mon lit, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ (~~~ ~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ (~~~~~~~)). Et pourtant Flatters ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ pourrais-je le faire ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ vérité (un des ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, garantirait leurs mérites ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ narrateur).

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Pao Pao continue ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ moi, maintenant, que ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ l’Ara Pacis, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ attendent l’autobus, la ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ phrases de ce genre :

« Elle ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ » (~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ l’esprit et bien ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ soldat).

Le ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (et, à mon ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~) ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ “~~~~~~” ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ (~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~) ~~~~~ traités d’“obsédés”, et ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ l’exploite, l’autre pour ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ composante masochiste de ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ “scélérats”.

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Pendant que j’écris tout ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, “~~’~~~~~~~~~~” ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ et Benghazi, Kadhafi ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ casernes ; avions et ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ l’American Express, place ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ l’exposition actuelle, ici, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ de Life, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ inquiétudes.

10 ~~~~~~~ ~~~ soir. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ qui l’avait proposé, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ regrets particuliers, parce ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ monter en moi ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, mais pour les ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ressentir le besoin. ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ pas, ceux qui ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ et l’espèce de ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ de lien. L’instance ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ vie civique possible, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ lapin.

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Pendant ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ je ne connaisse ~~~~~ : ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~-~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~~~ Saint-Pierre in Montorio, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~~ ~~~ palais Doria, le ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~-~~~~~~-~~~~-~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ que je n’étais ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ y entrer, plus ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ pelouses et les ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ qui a d’abord ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ le jardin botanique, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ moi.

Comme ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, immergés dans une ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ entrant, le vendeur ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ dit :

« Si, diga !… ~~~’~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ voulez ? »

Le ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ je puisse lui ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ que tout le ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~.

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