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créée le jeudi 20 novembre 2014, 10 h 39
modifiée le vendredi 28 octobre 2016, 0 h 19Villa Médicis, samedi 28 juin 1986, 5 heures et quart. Je vois aux phrases qui précèdent que j’étais il y a quinze jours dans les mêmes ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~’~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ d’emmener avec moi ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ temps de le ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ nouvelle Gay ~~~~~~~~~ Review.

L’article ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ d’imagination, Une ~~~~~~~ romaine, quoiqu’il n’ait rien ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ (~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ le rédacteur en ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~). ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ plus exaspérantes quand ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ gentils, simples, tendres ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ plus discrets. Jusque-là ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ pour nous rapprocher ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~-~~-~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ là seulement pour ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ il m’a suivi. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ que je pouvais ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ bouche il n’était ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ sourire, piuttosto morire. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, mais d’un homme ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ venir chez moi (~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~), ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ me lasser, d’autant ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ minutes de compagnie ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ pas…

La ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ modère ses appréciations, ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ suis lassé du ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ les homosexuels romains ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~ des exceptions, sans ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ spectacle de ballet ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ de ragioneria venu ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ de maturité. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ sexuelle bien intense, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ n’était-il pas précisément, ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ était-ce d’avoir mis ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ lui.

À ~~~ plage, speaking of mer, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ sous la nuque, ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~) ~~~~ ne lui conviennent ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, que la figure ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ soi-même.

Si ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ — ça m’arrive — ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~”, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ je ne le ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ “pires que les ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~”. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ un garçon qui ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~-~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Pascal, una putana — il ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ! —, ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ « ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ », ~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ le groupe, et ~~~~~~~ laissé-pour-compte.

Le ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ batteuses de linge ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ jacasseries dont ils ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ clans.

Mes ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ mon âge ou ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ n’est guère plus ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ sexuel, discret, mais ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ que je me ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~-~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ désir volète, on ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ bicyclette, par une ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ surtout, sexys, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ martiniquais, cuivre à ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. Les démêlés du ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ forger, à distance, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ l’aise, une confiance ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ regret.

J’ai ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ donné lui-même, bien ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~”, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ “~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~” ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ faut pour vous ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ parti-pris et ne ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ à Paris, serait ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ critères s’effilochent, dans ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ sa relative satisfaction ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ de Super Maschio et ~~~~ ~~~~~ rire :

« Oh ça, quand même, ~~~ dépare. »

La ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ l’E.G.R. Très ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ dégoûtée quand j’ai ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ « ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ au pâté en ~~~~~~ »… ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ la Revue ~~~ l’Opéra, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ cette revue est « ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ». ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~-~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~, et donc, qu’elle ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~” ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~’~~~~. Cette revue pourrait ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ si brutaux, socialement ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ à droite les ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~. ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ une amabilité :

« Tu devrais ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ans ».

Passionné ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ; ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ temps, car son ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ l’Angleterre, une réservation ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ mourir !

Philippe avait arrangé notre ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ dernier moment, par ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ passer les boulevards ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, se dérobe le ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~’~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, beau garçon, bien ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ pas repartir aussi ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ des intéressés, autant ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~, il me draguait ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ flatter. Il n’est ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ jolie moustache blonde. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ d’un sexe magnifique ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~~~~~~~~~, parce que je ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~…), ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ cela avant moi, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~ rattraper.

Jadis ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ Buttes-Chaumont, mais il ~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~-~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~-~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, en mon absence, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ content.

« Mais ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ peine…

— ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ visages. »

Et ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ leçon serait sans ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ être seul, de ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~… ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ me rejoindre à ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~.

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