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créée le jeudi 20 novembre 2014, 16 h 10
modifiée le mardi 1^er novembre 2016, 23 h 40Samedi 5 juillet 1986, 11 heures du matin. Encore plusieurs jours sans entrée dans ce journal : s’effrite ainsi la petite maîtrise que j’étais parvenu, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ finir le Furieux avant le ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ : ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ les chapitres à ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~. ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~-~~-~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~… ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, par exemple, à ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ pour quelque chose. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ table…

Il ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ une petite histoire, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ il ne sait ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ aimé. But…

Toujours ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~… ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ site principal des ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ Chopinot, Défilé, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ guère, comme on ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ : ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~-~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ bien enlevé, si ~~’~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ décolle jamais de ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ Marin, mais au ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ parler, mais d’un ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ cabinets, quand je ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ pied de l’escalier ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~ ~~~~~~) ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ la via Condotti, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ détours à mon ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ entre les carrés, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~’~~~ le petit matin ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ bateau du Tibre. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ jus de fruits ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, tea and coffee, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~… ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ la Suisse, pour ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Zurich…

Hélas, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ pas mon fort, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, Luca plaide une ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~-~~~. ~~~~~-~~-~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ me semble, dans ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~ pas répondu à ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, c’est qu’il ~~~~~~ ~~~ peur, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, et que ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ pervers ! ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ nos ébats dans le retiro, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ court. No, serious : ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~-~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ tels forfaits, qui ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ les tailles et ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~-~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~’~~~ ~~~~ a une collection ~~’~~~~~ ~~~ peluche, I ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~’~~ ~~~~~ me ? Peluche ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ; ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ larmoyants, nec ~~~~~ ultra du ~~~~~~~~~~ (et Dieu sait ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ poulbotisés…). What else ? Luca (~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~~ (~~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ne perde pas ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~)) ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ; ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ; ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ vaste catégorie du ~~~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~”, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ (~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~) : ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ (et pourtant l’un ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~…). ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ table de chevet les Pensées, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ du Livre ~~~ Poche français, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ jamais été ouvert.

Si ~~. ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Turin presque tous ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~… ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ au réveil (re…). ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ l’air en excellente ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~… (~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~ donc jamais ?)

Au fond, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~-~~~~~ à tort, de ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~~~~~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ l’on a fait ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ villa Médicis, en ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~… ~~~~-~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ? ~~~~ aussi, Dieu sait, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ snobisme.

Luca, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ tout m’avoir vu, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ; ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~… ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ était à Paris, ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~… ~~~~~~, les dragues dont ~~~ bénéficie ès qualités ~~’~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ dit, être enfin ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ bien eu, dernièrement, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ; ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ce point de ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ volonté…

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À ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ boîte qu’on a ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ du Manhattan, à ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, près de Lisbonne, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”, ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ et ne me ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ de la publicité ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ avec Tricks. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ avais envoyé le ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ saluer…

Que ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~, dans ces cas-là ? ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ faire semblant de ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ en pinçait pour ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ l’accompagnais.

Comme ~~~ ~~ ~~ des gens dont ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ me demandais si ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ des pédés, par exemple. Mais ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ennui de devoir ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ! ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ qui savent dire ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ les yeux, dans ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ voix !

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Mercredi ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~-~~~~~~-~~~-~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~’~~~~ ~~’~~~~ certaine manière un ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ d’entablement d’époque impériale, ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ XVI^e ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ maniériste (de Longhi ~~~ ~~~~~~), ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ avant midi par ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ (~~~~~). ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ dans le quartier ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ façade convexe de ~~~ place della Quercia, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ la quercia en ~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ moi.

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Fête de la musique, ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ : ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ couvrent tout à ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ massacrent. De malheureux ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ la Sonate ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ percussions, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ côté par des ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ? ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ un certain charme ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ tout ce qui ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ la dépense. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~, ~~~~~ dans leur tradition, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~ a de l’élégance ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~. Lui reproche à ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~… ~~~ vois des mérites ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~~ la Sonate ~~~~~ ~~~~~ pianos, ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ Graz…

La ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ un beau feu ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ d’un Dies Irae de ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ d’artifice…

Autre ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ femme, d’ailleurs extrêmement ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. Redeviendrais-je à la ~~~~~ ? ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~-~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ chose qui m’embêtait ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ une conquête. ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ conquête il n’y ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ si cette amazone ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ “~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~” ~~~~~~~~.

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