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créée le lundi 2 février 2015, 13 h 54
modifiée le mardi 3 février 2015, 0 h 07Dimanche 1^er février 2015, une heure du matin (le 2). Pierre a été malade toute la journée et n’a pratiquement pas quitté le lit. J’ai fait ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ la Rouquette, par ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ de mon peuple ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ; ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ claire — il ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ y a quelque ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~ tenir.

Les gens s’étonnent autour ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~ ~~~ défense n’est pas ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~. ~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~’~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ je sois condamné ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ amende, mais la ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~ de rien de ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ dire. Non seulement ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, hélas, la plus ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ vérité.

Au ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~-~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ repris, d’autant qu’il ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~. ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~ délicate coïncidence entre ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, très ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~ le point faible ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~ les siècles, s’élever ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ de portée, de ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~ aussi ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ perception, se raffiner ~~’~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~. ~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ plus belles créations ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~-~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ et plus recherché, ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ considération.

Cependant ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ mettre en avant, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ s’effondrer tout l’édifice ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ (~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ que je ne ~~~~ ~~~~). ~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ da capo perpétuel, ce ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, l’inhéritage, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ France, culturellement, sur ~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~’~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~~~~~~, culturel, mœursal de ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ la province et ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~. Or, première classe ~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ (sociale, ~~~~~ ~~~~, ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ dans la foulée, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ — ~~~’~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~), ~~~ ~~~~~~~-~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ unique, la classe générale, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ générale, ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~ de son sens ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~, ~~’~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ : ~~~~~ ~~’~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ d’être, ~~~~~ simplement, elle n’y ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~, ~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~. ~~~~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~~-~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~’~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ classe du ressentiment, ~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~’~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

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